Realizations closing in~, I~
Abandon all my hope. I despair. Yeah…
Things are never what they seem~. Love~
Is nothing but a rope made of fear.
Illusions are now gone… but why does right seem wrong?
You can rest assured that I~ know~
You’re nothing more than words. Don’t bother. No…
I had once believed your lies~ now~
This fact became my curse. Slowly, I stagger…
Somehow, I can’t go on…you’ve won…
#Refrain#
This is my shell~, eternal cage, living hell…
Forever inside, I close my eyes to the darkened world…
Resounding bells~, redeeming echoes in my cell…
My pains never die, why should I try to free myself from the cold?
I will fade into that drowning hold…
Slowly, all the great bells tolled.
#End Refrain#
Loneliness is now my name~ but~
Despite this change I am… still the same...
All my thoughts dance just like flames~, hot~
And burning. All the rain seemed to fall in vain…
I will die just around… dawn.
This is my shell~, unwanted part of myself…
It corrupts my mind as streams of time mercilessly whirled.
I cannot tell~ when I will be free and be well.
I would leave behind all that is mine, and drive away down the road,
And be brave just like heroes of old…
But my pain has me controlled…
* Refrain *